So many things

These days I don’t know how to say how I feel or, even howto open up. so, I guess the blog is the best place to do so. I am the odd one out. people don’t speak to me. but, yet they think they know me. it is so strange.  I do my best to try to love with my whole entire heart. and make new friends. I don’t think I am very good at it.  So, I guess writing my feelings in a blog may help. so I don’t upset anyone.  I love all of my family and loved ones.  And I want to say thank you to the person hosting my blog site for me.